Hatred

Looking around from the corner
Everyone were having fun together
Leaving me behind as a loser
Wanting me for being a runner
'Cause I want to run from this corner of loser
And hoping that I'm just a dreamer
Who is reading a book as the silliest reader
And imagine every event altogether

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Okay... I know, I'm bad at writing poems... But this poem just matches with my writings on the backside of my note book.

"Well, I just feel sorry for Miss Fitri. I don't even want to speak to her that long. But what should I do? That's why I listened to her speech. And... I know, you didn't like me on doing that. Yes, I know, it's her fault also for not giving us any lecture, but please, at least, show her our good side. You can hate me, sure, it's up to you, I don't want to care anyway. But show her our good attitude. Want to hate me? Fine. I'm just doing what I think is the best. I JUST DON'T WANT HER TO SEE US AS A BAD--no, WORST SBI CLASS EVER."

Err... my English teacher is upset and this is our fault... but my class still saying that "this is her fault for not giving us any lecture!" HEY, YOU'RE THE ONE WHO IGNORED HER IN THE FIRST PLACE, SILLY D:

We always have problems with teachers... and now I feel that the whole class are hating me because I listened to her 'bad speech' about our class. But I feel sorry to her, so why?! Is that really wrong for me to do that?!

Just hate me as you wish, eight-three. I didn't think I'm wrong this time.

Okay, enough of my nonsenses. You're just wasting your time on reading this entry.

...I'm such in a bad mood... .___.

My cat

*sigh* my cat is gone forever now... well, now is a bit late to write this because he's died in November 13th ==a but I still write this... I dunno why. Every time I see his photos, I definitely want to cry *lol* how crybaby of me... TT^TT

well, I have no mood to write more than this. see you later. *shot*

Again...

*sigh* again... I'm being ignored by all of the students in my class... why must I go through all of this? Why not the other? Until now I still don't know which group that I'll join, and the day is getting closer... *sigh*

Well, I'm... uh, never mind. Haha, I guess I'm the one who made me become a loner like this. Yeah, I'm not active during the class and my ability isn't more than the average of thousand humans' ability in this whole world... I guess. I don't know.

I tried my best to change myself, but everything I did seems backfired me. I don't know why, but yeah, it's the truth.

I hope I'll get some close friends later... or rather, just one is enough. And, see ya on the next post.

First Entry

Uh, ehm, okay. This is my second blog and I'll use English here. Well, for practicing my grammar, maybe. Do you know me? If you don't, then you prefer see this, unless you didn't understand the language there... of course. *shot*

Okay, see ya on the next post~! ^^